Day 9.5


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Hello everyone, or good evening?

I was supposed to write about the Camp today, but I suddenly got things to write so I would like to post this as a “day 9.5”.

【 Seeing myself from outside the box 】

I recently have nightmare often, and that makes me wake up at midnight around 3 to 4 am which is “the scary time” for me.. Last night, I had most clear and realistic dream. I woke up with my heart beating so fast as I woke up when my stress was at the top level in the dream. ( well, it’s not a good sign, isn’t it?)

I didn’t even know why Im having nightmare recently, and I was leaving it as it is as I was too busy working and doing other things. But, the nightmare I had last night made me determine to observe myself today. I started looking back what I was doing and what were happening around me.

Then I started seeing what were making me stressful. There were many, but I found two definitive reasons which were…

The things I’ve been doing isn’t really connected to achieve my goal.

I tended to do everything by myself.

It’s not good at all.

Even though I sort of knew that asking help is the quickest way to get to the next step, I noticed that I’m not doing that right now. My goal “creating the kind society, and kind world” is not possible to achieve by myself. As this world won’t change unless people around are involved.

So, Let’s make a system which people agree to change the world and create “the kind world”.

But how can I make people get involved?


Well! I’ll stop right here today otherwise It’s going to take time to come up with some ideas.. lol I’ll write about “the mysterious camp” in America next week for sure!

Thank you for reading till the end every time !(^人^☆

I hope you have a good week and see you in the next blog!